AP ART has given me quite the insight. Battling my skills to accomplish pieces in a certain amount of time and the ability to self-approve of my creations have only strengthened my perception on life. This class has enriched the thought that I am my biggest critic, and once I come to terms with being overly judgemental I can finally release myself into this world and freely ooze myself all over God's plantations. I am a woman of revolution, revolution of independence with a hint of vibrancy. Conformity has only engulfed me into its horrors; giving me the false belief that I must stay in the lines. Art has offered me the distinct opportunity to swallow the thoughts of society in whole and regurgitate my own perceptions.
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My concentration focuses on the mental and physical
development on my perception of reality. The provincial views I’ve suffered
involving the purpose of life started in a concentrated manner. I lacked wisdom
and vibrancy which showed in my beginning art with the dull tones and strict
artistic methods. As I engaged in experiences and opportunities with both
artistic abilities and world insights, I have shaped my mind from a 2-D
atmosphere of law into an individualized universe of enlightenment.
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The artwork in which I have entwined myself in has
portrayed my crucial drive towards an organic mind. I began this year with an
isolated vision to stay in the lines of life. As I suffered the manmade dream
that society had preprogramed into my destiny, I developed pieces of art that
remained hopelessly conformed in character. My concentration is first revealed
through a self-portrait to emphasize the illusory restraints that kept me
confined within the lines and drained of color. Although I began with such
restriction, through opportunities and experiences my discovery of self has
aided me in developing a more individualized and free artistic strategy. Moving
away from conformity, I sought beauty in abstract realism and created pieces
based on that movement. With those pieces I enhanced my vibrancy and even
opened my mind to a bigger picture. This “big picture”, involved the deception
of society’s order and the strength of my own. I gathered my experience from
both a strict vision and a surreal outlook and unveiled my artistic
nirvana. With the birth of combined
methods I demonstrated my route to self-discovery by finding myself through the
freedom of art.


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